Once Again......

Once again i sit here lost an confused
its been seven months an i still don't know what to do
iv lied an iv cheated iv hurt the one i love
with someone who wasn't even worth it
an i just lost it all
i mean i let the past years go
an not thinking it was wrong
i kept doing it without a care in the world
an the past seven months i just let it all go
to the one i love most
but still i find myself hurting that same girl
i cant keep on doing this
i know that I'm wrong
an now that its to this point
i really don't know what to do
lord please help me cuz we all know I'm in need
i love this girl with all my heart
an i would do anything in this world
just to make her mine once more