He hurt me and abused me never loved me just used me
and here i am, this empty dirty shell.
his hands they would squeeze, begging here on my knees
and i pray to god that he go straight to hell.
I'm so stupid, so sad, and my head hurts so bad,
i want release i don't know how to last.
could he ever go on if i leave, if I'm gone?
or will he say that I'm just in the past?
oh god, so many choices, oh lord, all these voices telling me which way that i should go.
must relax, must think straight, just hold on, just wait...
god i must just go with this damn flow...
