Pain of letting go

How I'm hurting
How my heart aches
Look at these pretty scars
Written in our unaffectionate stars

How can I look at the world through these eyes?
With such ugliness & indiscretion
How could it not change my view?
When that's all it was bound to do

How you hurt me,
You foolish boy
Turn back the clock
And Change these things I want to block

Don't look at me with your brown eyes
I'd only want to hide away
Funny, it only seems to be getting worse
Can't something fix this?

Can't I just rewind to our perfect little world
Should I have run from all the times we shared?
It all seemed so prefect
Now look where it ended up