What happens when my hearts been broken too many times?
(When that proverbial straw is cast upon the camels back)
What happens if "the one" gets away? Or, worse, runs?
What if you, the one who is breaking my heart as I write,
What if You are my one and only?
Is that single excruciating moment to be "My time"?
Will all that I know fade into non-existence?
Or will I be forced to suffer through years of agony?
I assure you, I will take my life before being stuck in a heartbreak limbo.
I will hang myself before the end of this so-called relationship.
This falsehood that I am trying to keep together
And, as you dangle and swing this puzzle by a single piece before me,
I kiss your feet whilst struggling and begging for forgiveness.
I apologize for YOUR transgressions.
I scream out for condonation, for understanding,
and find none.
So be it.
However, no matter which soul you devour next, remember this...
My only crime, my only err, was forgiving you.
