This last month

THis last month
Hospital to hospital
It was so hard
I really didnt want to survive
I tryed the group
I made friends
I tryed to act happy
I though things would change

Now im home
It must be where i live?
I must be my old friends?
Im not sure
But im falling apart once again

I know tomorw at my day program
I will say verry little
I dont want to be addmitted again
I want to enjoy my summer
I want the ocean
Long walks
And friends to laught with

I really need to find out whats happing to me