Falling in love, falling apart

Your fragmented heart
is filled with sorrow
you close your eyes
and wait for tomorrow

the harder it gets
as the days go by
just thinking his name
makes you cry

wondering how
things got so far
you overthink it
that's just who you are

suddenly everything
seems so much worse
could falling in love
perhaps be a curse?

meeting someone new
helps you realize
you were always falling
for the wrong type of guys

moving on is easier
but part of you never will
he was your first love
and part of you loves him still