Random thoughts

All the lies makes my eyes blind to reality I try hard to see through the dark but the lies destroyed my sight all i see are faded marks into insanity
Depression leads to suicide
Now suicide is on my mind
I try so hard to improvise
But i fall back down to become paralyzed
I've been brought down so many time by many women
Now i chose to stay down and stay hidden
Cuz my mind my soul my body has put my heart for forbidden
My heart is swollen n my mind is broken
My mind is hopin to find a heart thats workin

(It'll be nice if u leave a comment and let me know what u truely think about the poems. I like poetry because it helps me and ill like to know how to make my poems better so I can better explain my emotions and the poem itself can have a better chance to relate to the readers. So please tell me what u think. It can help. Thank you)