I can't explain this feeling.
Something has caught me,
It's keeping me all tied up.
My heart wants to speak,
But I'm tongue-tied.
I'm all choked up,
And I'm ready to spill.
Lost in the moment,
Stuck in the past.
Not willing to accept help,
I don't want it.
There is this voice in my head,
Telling me to give up-
Then I hear something else...
"Keep going!" it says.
Which do I listen to?
Sometimes I think I like it all,
But I really hate it.
I've experienced the worst,
Lost it-
I've gone mad at times,
Became sane all over.
Which is really me?
Who is this person taking over,
What a feeling it is..
It's heart rending,
Shatters my soul.
Leave me on the ground,
I will work my way up again.
Keep pushing me down,
I want to see how long it takes-
Before I can't take it any longer.
What a sour candy life is,
It's unexpected and full of wonders.
But the worse it gets,
The better it will get...
Right?
