You are not always going to have everything you want.
I need to realize that.
I'm still going to try to get everything I want.
Dear lord please help me win the lottery tonight
No one needs to judge me but God and I am right.
Sometimes though I feel like I'm not ever right!
I need to quit being scared.
How do I quit being scared?
I have nothing to be ashamed of because all of Oklahoma is afraid of something.
They're definitely afraid of what lies ahead.
I'm not afraid of what lies ahead.
The reason I'm not is that nobody knows if tomorrow is even going to come.
It's not really that bad of a life to begin with.
I just wish I was making a lot more money.
I just want to be where I don't have to worry.
Andre told me that I wasn't a man, because he said a real man would go home and drinks a beer if he wanted to and not care if his father lectures him.
My father really doesn't lecture me; I just don't like to drink around him because I know he doesn't like it.
I really don't like it but every now and than there's nothing like a few ice cold beers.
I don't get all loud and stupid like a lot of people do.
Everybody has their different ways of handling life situations.
It's bad all over the world not just here in America.
I don't want to see my dad go to the Philippines because what if the
lady he meets over there takes all of his money, I wouldn't have no
way to bring him back home.
People can say whatever they want to online.
I just want to see my dad, myself, and my family and friends happy.
There's no need to be sad in this world.
I do feel like I could be doing better.
Sometimes I feel like people want to throw me away like a used sweater.
I don't care what other people think.
I also hope I sell my truck today I don't want to take anything less than 800 for it.
Friday just isn't getting here fast enough!
I wish Nicole liked me more than just a friend.
I'm just going with the flow right now.
I wish people would buy my book it's called My Words Jotted Down, it's only like $12.95 at www.publishamerica.com it would do me a huge favor.
I know times are hard that's why you got to make and save is much as you can get.
You also have to pay your bills too.
