She is getting closer to the edge; she does not know what to do,
How can she get through this, if she has not got you?
She doesnt want to open up; she doesnt want to let you in,
But you are the only person she can talk to; she does not know where to begin.
She is struggling with believing that you truly care,
Too afraid that if she falls you will not be there.
She is stuck, so used to believing all their lies,
She does not know what to do, she is scared you will say goodbye.
How can she do this? She does not want to let you go,
But how can she get better if she does not let you know?
She is scared to ask for help, she does not want you to leave,
Why would you want to help her, when she has those cuts under her sleeve?
She can not explain why but she wants to push you away,
She does not think she could take it if you decided you did not want to stay.
How can she let go when you are the one she needs?
But if she lets you go she can finally succeed.
If she lets go, she can cause herself more harm,
Why would you care about the cuts on her arm?
If she lets go, she could make it the end,
No longer would she have to pretend.
But would you let her, let you go?
You say you care, but how can she really know?
You may be the one that helps her explain,
Why she does this to herself, why she is in so much pain.
But she always feels bad after talking to you,
She does not know whether she should trust you.
She just wishes you were not the one she opens up too,
But she does not know what she can do.
You are the only one she can tell everything to,
But she does not like how she feels around you,
She is scared to ask for help, she does not want you to leave,
You have told her that you care, but why cant she believe?
She just wants you to forget, that you even know,
That would make it so much easier for her to let go.
But she knows you are here to talk whenever something is wrong,
She just wishes that she was strong.
She thinks she should be able to control her own life,
But nobody understands how hard it is to give up the knife.
She is tired of hurting other people, especially her friends,
But they have no idea how much she wants it all to end.
She is still stuck; she has no idea what to do,
Maybe she will slowly start to accept you.
She does not understand why you would care,
But she does not want to tell you that she thinks she is a waste of space here.
