I'd play with your hair and you'd close your eyes.
You were so cute.
I loved how you leaned in to kiss me.
I loved the way you'd squeeze me hard when you hugged me while you told me you loved me.
Holding hands under the table
Sitting too close in Biology
I loved how you liked to be on top.
You always promised you would never take advantage of me or hurt me.
We'd flirt like we weren't together.
We never ran out of things to talk about.
I loved how you'd do things for me.
You'd buy things for me even though I told you not to.
I loved how you would put up with my sister torturing you.
You're krazy, but so am I.
I liked how you were nervous to kiss me, but you did it.
I liked how you were nervous to put your hand on my leg, but did it anyway.
I liked how I had to nag you to do your homework.
I liked how you pet me when I was asleep.
Isn't it weird how we became friends over Facebook?
It's cute how you count our differences, and how there hardly is any.
I drowned in your bright blue eyes that sometimes change colors.
You always tried to get pictures of me.
I never seem to let you.
I don't know why I did that.
I don't know why I took my anger out on you.
I don't know why I didn't invite you over more.
I don't know how I forgot to tell you that once my dad got back from his two week trip I would probably get to go to your house.
I had no idea what I had.
I want you to know that every time you even hang out with another girl I get krazy jealous.
I want you to know I want you as my own.
I'm just selfish
I don't know why I ignored you at times.
I don't know why I didn't show you how much I was in love with you every second we were together.
I don't know why sometimes I refused to kiss you.
I want you to know that I don't want to say sorry because sorry doesn't cut it.
I miss saying I love you at random times.
I miss calling you baby, but you're still my baby anyway.
I miss your hugs.
WOW, I miss your kisses.
I never thought I'd miss anything or anyone this much.
I miss seeing your face.
I reeeeally miss your voice
Especially when it was directed towards me
I miss your soft hands.
I loved holding them.
I loved how you were so much tanner than me.
I miss your warmth.
I loved getting really close to you.
I don't know why...
I purposely lost the necklace you gave me.
I don't know why I did what I did,
But I know why you did what you did.
I can't be happy because I don't feel that all these qualities I love and this one person I love are mine... because they're not.
I can't be happy because all this that's bad is my fault.
