You were my love, you were my life
you were everything good in me , everything good in my world
i counted down moments until i would see you again,
but i was just a joke to you.
i never meant anything to you,
i was just a toy for you to use,
i wish i could forget every time you held me,
every time you said i love you,
but that's a lot of lies to forgive and forget.
you let me think i ever meant anything to you,
you led me to believe that you felt the same as i did,
well where are you now?
do you love the mother of your baby,
or was she just a one night stand wrong
do you treat her better than you treated me?
you acted like you cared, led me on to believe we could have something,
but your interest disappeared after i started saying no.
i should hate you for the pain you unknowingly caused,
but i can't i still want to believe you loved me
even though i know it is not true.
you have this down to a science,
you know what to do and how to do it to make naive girls fall for you like i did,
you used us and than we get thrown away like trash.
i still want to see you again
i still want you to hold me and whisper all the lies and dirty words in my ear
i want to feel your kiss again
i want to forget you,
i want to undo what we had,
I'm never going to be happy living with your memory
and all these fabricated lies you told me while i was at your side
you could make my day with a smile, having you around made this life worth while
the truth is i still miss you like crazy, everything about you but most of all i miss the feeling of being loved even if it was all a lie
