Drum of the Pendulum

Cornered in this silent room,
Is this it?
I've met my doom,

Jesus are you near me?
Cause I still cant hear you,
Deaf from the drum
of the pendulum,
When will this end?

Repeating again,
I hate my Kin,
I cant get high,
No wings to fly,
Trade my mind
for another lie,

Swing from a limb,
With a rope around my throat,
Let me be...
and become comatose,
From this overdose,

Cant feel the edge,
but I know I'm close,
Begin again,
Be my friend,
And render me a choice,

Jesus save me,
Cause I'm starting to choke,
Can you hear me?
With this blood in my throat?

Bones crack,
With a relapse,
I cant deny you again,
Find me savior, Forgive my sins
I need a release,
I need to be free..
Are you listening?