Emotion's purpose

They wonder why i never tie the knot
Why i would rather keep to myself
I can't explain who i am
or why i do what i do
But forgive if i speak the irrefutable truth
That in life the pleasure to me is mundane
What is sex compared to a good game of pool
A bottle of liquor to a thirsty mans soda
I's wander the night if i ever could
And I'd scream
and scream
and scream
not out of anger
this is not a release of hidden deep sadness
But the very echoing voice of my soul
The very pain that wraps it's hands around my heart
Squeeze the happiness away
I suppose that why the best things worth waiting for
Always fade away
Nothing beautiful last forever
if it was believe it isn't real
Why i never cry i don't know
maybe if i did it wouldn't hurt so much to bare it all
To share this pain, this feeling with another
is this the purpose of "emotion"
if so...
I'd rather be alone forever...