All My Hopes Run Dry

Devastated.

To know you're able to let go, but you keep holding on in the hope it gets better.

To know you're able to let the whole world know what you want and how you feel, but you keep it all inside for the sake of everyone else.

To know you had the choice and chance for something better, but you let it slip away because you thought YOU WEREN'T worth it.

& I keep thinking and thinking about it so much so it chews me up into pieces. It makes me want to cry every single days and seconds.

But I can't, I just can't.

Because I have a life that isn't mine to begin with, to live for.

& I'm sorry.

I'm really, really sorry.