Just thought I'd let you know that I still think about you every day... I'd give anything to know that you're doing well.. I hope you are.. Also, I've been trying to come to terms with the fact that you will probably not want anything to do with me, let alone want me back, when January rolls around... It's really hard, and so far there's been no progress, but I'm trying to prepare myself so I'm not as devastated, even though I probably will be... I love you so much and I hope and pray that you feel the same, but I know you probably don't. I just want you to happy, even if that means spending the rest of your life with her. They say that if I really love you, then I need to let you go... easier said than done... but I'm trying. I love you, and I hope that wherever you are, whatever you're doing, whoever you're with, you're happy... I love you, Lovely..
