How i hate loving you

When you look at me now, i can feel every lie
lying behind those treacherous blue eyes.

The words that aren't spoken rip flesh from bone,
this no longer feels like home.

I plead with my heart, I lay it all on the line,
begging you please tell the truth behind lies.

I give you my all, but gain nothing back,
still I am here, because to leave you is my biggest fear.

The hardest part is to keep it all in, when i beg for forgiveness
for you're lies, thats my biggest sin.

I take on the pain that should have been yours,
when we both know this is not my fault.

Still you you keep pulling me down,
like I am the one who is way out of line.

Way cant you just face you're own lies,
put them aside and do what is right?

I will keep waiting a little while more, but time is short, and the
isn't much left, before my heart is closing, and love has left