It feels like forever since pencil met paper
Since life meant for me to write
Ive tried to ignore the urge to write, the urge to forget
To write to again meant to open up and to open up meant to remember again
It feels like forever since I took the fist step
The urge to move forward brought along the urge to write
I stopped writing which in turn stopped me
To rediscover meant to take a step backward
It's been forever since anyone close has read my poems, my life, me
And it's still forever
Yet this time it's different because nothing will hold me back from my pencil reuniting with paper
