My Own Little World

by No1ButMe   Aug 10, 2010


Sometimes at night
And some of my days
I would go to my own world
Where everything was OK
In this world it was population; me
That's the way I thought it would always be

There would always be hurt
But there was a place I could run
Where there were millions of stars
But never a sun
In my own little world population; me
This was a world no one else had bothered to see

White and black covered the earth
No more shades of gray
Those have come and gone
But never troubled to stay
In my own little world population; me
Where everyone would leave eventually

Emotions never shown
Hidden behind a mask
Am I really OK
No one ever stopped to ask
In my own little world population; me
No one would look past the smile to see the injuries

Mistakes had been made
Some I can never forgive
Others making me so happy
Solely to live
In my own little world population; me
Living just to be free

Love was a myth
Something only found in books
Life passing me by
But never taking a second look
In my own little world population; me
To live my life oh so lonely

Friends never true
Like everything else a sham
Letting my choices
Making me who I am
In my own little world population; me
Life making me who I was meant to be

Some days feeling so dead
Blood pumping through my veins
Tear drops turning red
Don't worry I liked the pain
In my own little world population; me
Leaving behind marks no one will see

Never to be good enough
Always to be second, never to be on top
Striving for respect,
But now it must stop
In my own little world population; me
Now living my life only to please me

Days turn into years
Still not completely whole
Something was missing
Something I thought I'd never know
In my own little world population; me
Is that really how it's meant to be

One day it all changed
And I found that I fell
But I wasn't the only one
You had as well
In my own little world population; me
It was at that point that I could finally see

I lived my life alone,
Thinking that was best
With no attachments
And my life in a mess
Then you came along
And put me back as one
In my world of darkness
You became my sun
I love you so much
That's something I know to be true
So now in my own little world
Its population; two...

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