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by Iforeverpromise2 Aug 11, 2010 category : Sadness, depression / lost relationships
I fell in love with a man who was into me only to have my whole world torn apart this is what he said to me and hes told me this from the start I don't want to get serious with any one at all I've been hurt to much in my past and don't think I could handle another fall I want someone to know that I really am a great guy I want to be some the night and shining armor I just don't want the dream For having kids are not what I want I want to travel around the world Now this seems pretty upfront and my demands shouldn't be as such but this is what he did to me He made me fall in love I went to work one day and he sent roses 25 He said he couldn't buy two dozen because it wasn't how he felt so bought me 25 of them u should haver seen me melt I had to the hospital because I was in so much pain But I forgot all about it the minute he came in He said he missed me and gave me a kiss some balloons he had bought He told me of a house he wanted it was close to where I lived I couldn't believe my eardrums was he going to ask me to move in He said he knew how much I liked the place and that my opinion really mattered so he bought my dream home I felt like I had mattered He took me out one evening to the look out tower we looked out over the ocean we looked up at the stars he held my hand as we climbed the stairs He made sure I didn't fall Did I find a catch or what it's your turn make the call He bought me gifts galore we even took vacations but when I asked where we stood He left without a sound what the hell did I do wrong I thought things were going great Itd been years ago he didn't was something serious I thought that things had changed but so far no calls at night and he use to tuck me in He treated me like I was his baby doll so why wont he let me in heart broken i