Paranoia

by White Orchid   Aug 13, 2010


Thoughts running through my head
My whole body turning red
Hoping what I think is right
Will work out in the end

Paranoia overcomes me
Glass once half full
Suddenly half empty
Wanting this to end

Allowing insecurities
Consume all my energy
Will it just stop already
Can't even function

Heart pounding in my chest
Waiting for your reply
Not knowing what to expect
Or if it is a yes

Deep within I know the answer
My doubts slowly make their return
I'm freaking out once again
Realizing paranoia has settled in

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  • 13 years ago

    by RynZelara

    Been seeing that flow again between your poems, and this is a good example of a change of pace with feelings without breaking the flow of the poems. That anxiety is a killer, and the tendency to have low self-esteem can sometimes shave us away slowly like a cheese grater until all we are is a pile of what used to be our solid emotions, now broken and separated. But of course, this is natural in our imperfect state, and Jehovah can always help us through a situation we may be having. *nod*

  • 14 years ago

    by tainted melody

    I really liked it but don't worry yourself to death sweetie. And sometimes the most anxiety filled situations are the ones that create beautiful writing so look at the positive side lol I loved it ^_^