Sometimess i wishhh ididntt havee feelinqss , mayb evenn feelinqss abtt Specific thinqss ... tuh mee feelinqss make a personn Vulnerable , xpectinq Dissappointmentt , Hurtt , PAiN , HeartBreak .. Somethinq iwishh i cudda passedd onn & never hadd the Oppurtunityy of feelinq ; thiss iss yy i actt thiss wayy ... becausee of feelinqs , im stuck emotionless ; not ablee tuh xpress ; tell ppl how i feel .. & i dunno yy , i've kum upp w/ thesee conclusionss .. mayb they'll Betray mee & im the one who told them everythinq abtt who i wass .. Mayb their lyinq & dontt feel the same wayy .. Rejection .? Mayb kuss myy xistence onn this Earth i've learnedd tht the ppl who sayy they Lovee yuu the Most Ckan be the oness who do the mostt Damaqe .. BLiNDSiDEd byy Somethinq yuu Never evenn saw kuminn , lass thinq yuu xpectedd iss tuh be hurtt byy someonee yuu lovedd & thouqhtt lovedd yuu .. buuhtt i fiquree ihtt aintt evenn worthh ihtt .
