Knife left a message this morning
Written across my arms... still bleeding...
A drunken mess left across the floor
The monster inside... still feeding...
Why talk? Why try to respond?
The world keeps spinning... but I am stuck...
Unable to control the pain and the lies
Giving up... but who gives a f**k...
Falling two steps backwards
Right off this damn cliff... cement below...
I've hit farther than rock bottom
I've hit it too fast... no more hellos...