My emotions are my own
No matter what life's thrown
I've been able to do it on my own
But I just can't deal with this alone
I don't know how I'm suppose to feel
Or if anything that's happening right now is real
I just feel like this is one big dream
And waking up is the only thing missing
I know that I love you
Everyone seems to think I'm gonna leave you
And everyone includes you
I just wished you knew just how much I really love you
I want you to be my wife
To forever be in my life
But you cut me with a knife
When you took my baby's life
It was like someone cut off the lights
I couldn't tell the night from the night
I couldn't see the flame that burned so bright
It's like I lost my sense of sight
I know that it's hurting you just as bad
But I dont know if you knew what meant to me to be a dad
Inside I was so glad
My brain keeps telling me I should be mad
But my heart says let god and let go
And I think we both know
This is something that should help us grow
But your feelings are gonna have to start to show
I know you don't like talking
But you've got to understand something
When you're saying nothing
Both of us is who you're hurting
When I first saw you I was afraid to meet you
When I first met you I was afraid to kiss you
When I first kissed you I was afraid to love you
But now that I love you I'm so afraid to loose you
