What You Did

You laughed when I cried,
You lived when I died,
You sought after love I never left behind.

The tears they came,
As I cut my vein,
But you thought I was just playing a game.

I remember that night,
When we got in a fight.
Would I survive? You thought I might.

Now I'm looking up at you,
Tears? There are few.
Even hell will be better than what you put me through.

-Alexandra