I Wish

Wish I wasn't here,
Wish I didn't have to be.
Hate seeing my family,
Break apart in front of me.

Wish I didn't have,
To call this place home.
Wish I could get out of here,
Find a place to call my own.

Wish for you to hold me in your arms,
Tell me it's alright.
That it was only,
A useless little fight.

Wish this was just a dream,
That it was nothing.
I realize the tears are real,
Tell me this isn't what life's becoming.

I'm crying myself to sleep again,
Wish it was all pretend.
My heart is breaking with every tear drop,
And I wish all it did was bend.

-Alexandra