It was part of the day and felt like night
I never think of it, but i felt it by heart
It was new, it is not sweet much like a crime
& it's value varies but I know it by hand
It is unethical, something uncalled for
It's best to be hidden somewhere covered
But i can't think straight it can't get helped
No way I can get it off of my forehead
So when I try to look past you, I see her
Then I'll get over it then you'll touch her hair
& I'll sleep crying over a show of fondness
Could I get any more better than a mess?
I can close my eyes and block the images
prevent myself from hurt and distress
But then we're not fairly afar from distance
So it was hopeless and I lack the tolerance
If only the times were different not this off
Not like me, Not like caught on your walls
Because as hard as i want to break the fall
It was serious, something I cannot just fathom
So when you see me walk around here
I may long and seek for her everything
You can just go along as you'll never know
And I'll stay like this, fade in the shadows
