Home sick

I stand there, alone and stare
Nothing but smiling faces, everywhere
I smile, back but that doesn't mean I'm happy
I've disguised my feelings, deep down I'm lonely
All I see is happy, not an ounce of sad
Jealousy fills my body,
Because those are feelings I once had.
My mind travels back to memories, not that long ago
When I had arms to hold me, and a place to call home
I had friends to hang out with and just laugh and talk all day,
And I had those moments that took my breath away.
I know everybody misses me,
They tell me every day.
Even though my hometown and I are a million miles apart,
I'll always hold, Fort Walton Beach, fl, forever in my heart.