I'm Dying Again

Feelings now all die
As joy slowly slips.
Even if I try,
Sadness will outstrip.

Falling so far,
The pain slowly hurts.
Until the surface is marred
Too late to revert.

I'm so tired of life.
Emotions colliding as one,
Always no end of strife.
Is this suffering done?

People say try to cope;
Some say we're here,
But at the end of the rope
Are even more tears.

I'm dying again.
I thought this pain was gone,
But the wounds won't mend.
I was fooled all along.

I'm Dying Again