What to do

Sitting here thinking of all
the days that pass,
thinking of all the times
I wish I wasn't around.

So much to live for and yet
so much going on that my
mind is fried and doesn't
know what direction is right.

I love you so much and
have such a long life ahead
of me but why do you
make it so hard?

I don't like living here and
all life has been is drama
that has nothing to do
with me but you some how
get me involved.

Why can't everyone just
move on with there life and
go with what happens happens
and there is nothing you can
do to change it.

Why make some one unhappy
just to make yourself happy?

Why go and do this all
when you know she doesn't
want to be here?

One day I will go on with
my life and I hope that I
can build the strength to do so.