Time to leave

I hold six pills in my hand
That I'm about to take,
I'm starting to feel sick now
I'm starting to shake

It was all because of one thing
That I couldn't handle,
I shouldn't of let it get this far
My life's like an unlit candle.

I want this pain to go away
But I'm so scared to die,
All because of one little thing
And one itsy bitsy lie.

It's time for me to go now
It's time for me to die,
And when they ask why I did it
Tell them it wasn't for a guy.

And before I leave all my friends
I want you's all to know,
That you are my girl
And never let my true feelings go.