Tearing me Open

He creeps closer and closer,
my heart agape.
My eyes are closed,
my soul's been raped.

I feel so lonely
my fears came true.
I've lost all feeling,
I feel real blue.

My skin is pale,
my heart has stopped.
I feel so dead,
my heart has popped.

How can I love you,
if I am dead?
My blood is black
no longer red.