Giving Up

Push me down,
and beat me up.
Tired of trying,
My face I cup.

Taking beatings, and
Screaming out loud.
A kick in my face,
Down in the crowd.

Pulling and punching, my
Body becomes bruised.
Laying there helpless, too
Much pain to move.

Spitting blood, that
Tastes so good,
Two black eyes, as
My vision begins to blur immensely.

People yelling, and
Calling me names.
Bashing my knees, as
I wince in pain.

I lay there, motionless..

Tears streaming down my cheeks,
Passing through my cuts,
Making them, sting.

Giving up is what I do best,
So rip out my heart, and
Kick in my chest.