One Day

Things were never supposed to be this way
Everything happens for a reason people say
But what is the reason for these feelings I can't escape
Why must I put on this facade

How did I get here
Where my heart is so full of fear
This fear of letting someone else get too close
Fear of giving someone else my most

I have surrendered my heart in the past
Nevertheless those relationships didn't last
I was left in pain
Never to love the same

Now my heart is no longer free
But that's not how it should be
How do I start
To mend my broken heart

How do I get rid of this wall
That I desire to fall
I want it to just crumble away
So I can find happiness one day