Haunt Me

You tell me I'm worth it,
you say it with such ease...
I'll tell you how you lie...
Say it softly but say it please.
Look at me...deep into my eyes.
See what you tell me...
and I'll tell what you'll see...
Just tell me sweet lies...
and I'll be what you want to see.

Goddess,
she divides me in so many ways...
Goddess,
she comforts me even now in these days.

I pray to her...
I send my love to her...
Oh how I try to worship her.

She still splits me in many ways...
One peice to the Father.
One to my mother.
One to my past love.
One to my future.
One to some hope...

I want to out-love the Father.
Want to out-run my Mother.
Want to reignight my past love.
Want to avoid my "future".
And finaly...want more hope...

Hope that I'll live through this.
Hope I'll learn...
Hope I'll love more.
Hope I can chose.

I just want emptiness.
I just want to escape any "fate".
I don't want to talk anymore...
You're just to late...

I wanna be happy...
I wanna be free...
But sooner or later...
I feel this all will haunt me.