Biggest Fear

I apologize,
If I ever made you cry.

I'm sorry
I had to tell you
So many lies.

It's true,
I could even
Look you in the eye.

Speak every letter
Just to make you feel
Better.

Don't you understand?
I've been banned
From speaking the truth.

I'm a liar at heart,
Only a youth.

You told me
I'd rue this day

But I molded you
Like clay.

To enjoy my way,
It's better
Wouldn't you say?

Please oh please,
You must stay!

I've apologized!
No more lies!
No more tricks!

It was a one time thing,
I needed a fix!

Why won't you listen?
Can't you hear?

This is my
Biggest fear.