Passion and pleasure.
Just mindless fun.
It doesn't mean anything.
Or does it?
The feeling of being touched.
The connection to another person.
Is behind the physical act.
Some do it just for fun.
Others do it to just feel wanted.
To feel like someone picked them.
To feel special, beautiful, and wanted.
Even if its just for a moment.
At least there is that fleeting moment.
I remember many times.
Remembering not knowing their names.
Just wanting to be held.
To feel wanted just for a moment.
To be free from the insecurities of normal life.
Some may ask my name others don't.
I sometimes know their name other times I don't
I just wanted the closeness.
I felt loved even though I knew there was no love.
I let it all be hidden behind sex.
