Unfair

Not much more I can say
Everything I've tried, seem to push you farther away
The love I felt has long since died.
Kept dousing myself In pain Another walk down memory lane

Felt sad after our last words where spoken
My heart you crushed now it is broken
The alleys in my mind, I hide deep feeling here.
But now I can only find, loneliness as my main fear.

Your evil grin is sometimes worse, than lying still in a coffin.
Waiting in the black hearse which transports the dead often
I've tried for so long, to gain your respect.
Thought I was strong, but now I'm just a wreck.

I've had sad feelings, and bad thoughts
Your smile stole my heart and tied it in knots
I'm not over you. still this pain lingers deep
Guess even our friendship is through,another night I can't sleep

Listen to music trying to get you out of my head
But the songs just make me think of you more instead
I have a hell of a stress touch,really can't take anymore
Long ago I took to much, now I'm knocking on deaths door

All this is your fault, you stained my soul to the core
You've smashed my heart now it does'nt work anymore
Now you move on to the next hot item like love can be bought in a store
I've lost all hope like in a unfair battle in a losing war