Everywhere i look theres a reminder of you
every breath i take is no escape
everywhere i go i see your face
i lie to myself every day
telling myself you aren't the same
i tell myself its for the best and thats I'm okay
but in truth this pain does not goes away.
now your with her
you tell her you love her and forgot about me
i was supposed to be the one
i was supposed to be your forever
but now i realize that you meant never.
i keep thinking when your done with her you will come back
but i know in my heart you wont.
i was just a girl
nothing about me is special
when you left you tore me apart
now I'm here alone trying to mend this broken heart.
i don't know what more i can do
i don't know what more i can say
i try and move on
but there you are
standing near me
and all i think is i love you.
this is true
after everything i still do
you expected me to forget like you
but how can i
when i remember
the first time we met
the first kiss
the first time.
you told me i was your first and that no one can ever replace that.
but in truth
i wish i never met you
because i cant deal with this heartache
i cant be okay.
I'm scared and broken
and no one can heal me
only you
but you don't care
you act like i was never there.
I'm sick and tired of loving you
but i just cant stop
because when i think of you
i realize that you will be the only one.
Jordan iloveyou.
and no one will ever replace you.
i wish you knew
how many times i have cried for you
the nightmares i have daily of you and her
the pain inside that kills
but you will never see
because you don't miss me
just know
no one will ever love you or miss you more then me.
i meant forever and always.
and you weren't just a boy to me
you were the boy.
