Emotional Disturbance.

Your world is falling down today
but you know you can't give in.
There's so much left to stay for
though you're tearing from within.

The wounds are splitting deeper
& you wear your scars so thick.
You plan your self-destruction
& the bomb begins to tick.

She said this would get better
TICK
but in darkness you remain.
TICK
& Repeat, repeat, repeat,
TICK
is it really worth the pain?
TICK

You're trapped in your own paradise
Though things aren't as you dream.
The monsters here are real
&No one hears your scream.

The clock you look so hopeful to
Has locked & will not tell.
The demons stand beside you
but they're the ones who help.

Self hatred now routine,
You fear what you've become.
The mirror hangs and smiles.
Bipolar! Bipolar! you've won.