Forever Scar

The scars on my skin scream bad memories
Times in the past where I lost all hope
Secrets held so tight they become a part of me
Never letting my mind settle and cope

My empty soul was left to fight the world alone
Nobody around to hug and to hold
My heart is so black it pumps out poison
Leaving my body lifeless and cold

I've been emotionless for so long now
That I've forgotten how to even cry
Tears don't fall for me anymore
No matter how much I try and try

As I peel back the false shell I wear
Exposing the raw surface below
I see the pain I tucked so far down
I'll never be able to move on and grow

So I'll continue to pretend that everything's okay
Forcefully smile to keep everyone at ease
While inside the turmoil keeps on pushing
Pushing me down unto my knees