My Hurt and My Hope

Oh the pain, I feel
Is nothing compared
To the pain I should feel

Oh my heart, it beats
Like everlasting grace
Of my own design

So broken-hearted
And lonely

So strong-willed
and mature

I can't do anything
Right

In reality
I can't do everything
Right

He, she, them
Hurt me
So much
I feel like I'll never be the same

I won't ever be the same
The pain wiped me away
Now I'm just a shell
Waiting to be filled
I feel hope

Hope that I won't be
This lonely forever
How it hurts
To feel but not to be
Justified with words

Yet my words
I realize
Are the only ones that matter
Deep reflection
Is forced upon me

So my hurt, it hurts
The second
I think too deeply
I feel like I am going to implode
With feverish depression

So my hope, it hopes
I hope I can love again
I hope people
Will love me again
My hope makes me think
Anything could happen