Cut since 5th,
cant seem to stop,
he hurt me so bad,
i don't want to get up,
life seems so worthless,
without his smile,
but i know that behind it is lies,
there is a scream behind my teeth,
blood in my veins,
and a monster....under my skin,
it swims from my brain to my vein,
and knocks on it like a door,
and i think about all he has done,
and how much he meant to me,
and i cut te monster out,
he is free,
and he makes me feel at home.
