Life that you desire

You heard my name faraway
and you felt for me without reason
I am not like a flower that could
Bloom every season

You said you fell for my poems
that keep you awake at night
in the darkest moments for you
they were some light

You dont know me
you dont see me
all you see is my outer face
but a broken heart
you can not see

The life that you desire
I can not have
my life is filled with darkness
which you can not find love