U asked me to forgive
forgive u for not picking up the phone
but this is such a relive
but i should of known
u didn't care if i forgave- but there's something that u gave
but i don't know what
maybe it was cause i stopped to cut
should i start-something i stopped
a really sharp tool that i had dropped
i don't i cant really understand
cause u were never there to hold my hand
SO i wanna know if we should still be friends
i cant stop thinking bout how my life would be if this friendship ends
but if its gonna be this hard
and my body and heart will be scarred
then let it end
so that I'll know that u were never a true friend
but i cant cause i know thats not true
because i depend on u
u help me get through
get through all the tough times
sometimes Ur there
like angel in my prayer
but sometimes Ur not
and SO i don't how to get out of this spot
we don't trust each other
so y even bother
to have this friendship we have
but then i think it was cause of U that i didn't have an early grave
i say i hate u but i don't really mean it
that i got to admit
cause truly inside i love u
but only if u knew
i love u as a brother
and even a mother
i love u as a best friend
that i cant pretend
and i slightly love u as a boyfriend
cause me and u could always comprehend
so i ask u this question
cause i got over my obsession
and now i wanna know..
do u wanna be friends:
someone i can trust
thats a must
someone i can tell everything to
tell u everything Ive bin through
someone who will always be there
and will always care
someone who wont lie
and make me cry
someone who loves me like were related
and never remember that we have ever hated
put back all the bad times we've had
stop thinking bout the mad,bad,or even the sad
put back all the fights
that had us up for nights
confused
and my heart bruised
so will u be and do what a friend should do and be
something that we both yet cant see
will u trust me and will u believe
cause if not then maybe i should just leave
~I'm sorry if i got Ur brain confused.. cause this poem got confusing cause i was confused wen i was writing it..and i just wrote it and u can tell that i was confused.i thought bout something then something else and i just kept writing and it started not making sense..but i thought that i would still submit this poem cause u guys out there MIGHT like it.lol~
