Finally stopped the routine

I stopped
that sharp tool
that i had dropped

but seriously
it was u who stopped me
mysteriously

u told me y to stop
so that sharp razor
had to drop
and it is u who i trust
even though u thought i thought
to much of my self and cussed

now your the only friend that I'll need
cause my arm that bleed
u helped me
and now u got to agree
cause even though we fight
almost every night

I'll never forget
that friendly threat
that helped me stop the cutting
and the thoughts in my head that u had bin shutting

now i have to say that your something i need to have
cause your the only reason that i don't have an early grave

~I'm 13, please comment it means a lot to me~