And I wondered why I felt that way,
The way I felt that day,
The way how everything changed.
From bloody wrists
To the finest kiss.
You held me in my bed
All the words you had said,
Telling me that pain,
Can't be cured by more pain
Telling me that taking pills is insane.
And last year, when you saw the scars on my thigh,
You asked, "How, why?"
And I lied.
And I wanted to cry.
And the way you kissed that scar
Told me, you really knew.
Knew that scar was because of you.
And I wondered why I felt that way.
How things could be so bad
At home,
And I would be so mad
And write some poems.
And when I would see you
You would keep me sane,
Keep me happy
When I felt crappy.
Told me that it would all be okay
And that tomorrow's a brand new day
At that time
I didn't realize
How much I really cared.
It wasn't until you left that i realized I wasn't there.
But now that you're gone
And all I have are sh!t songs
I realize how much I
Loved and love you.
Now I realize why I felt that way.
I was in love.
And I have never been so blessed each day
With you.
But now that you're gone, it's
Too late
Too late to say
That I LOVE YOU.
