Destruction

I have sub comb to destruction
I have given away
All that means anything to me
I have ravaged and raged and destroyed
My mind is in ruins
My heart is no longer beating
I have no explanation for my measures
My actions have become my addictions
I once found a path to follow
But now the air is too thick for guidance
I have lost my way
I sit cradled on the ground
Open to attack
No longer does my will protect me
I have fallen to the touch
Of black nothingness
No meaning do I see
No light shines in front of me
I raise my hands
I beg for my soul
To be lifted from this curse that is I
Destruction
My actions have destroyed love
Now I sleep and hope for peace in within me