Oh, here I am again.
Caught in my own little world
Where everything's perfect.
On the phone again,
But this time it's not your voice
On the other end.
This is supposed to be a vacation,
Not some prison that I'm trapped in.
Having to live everyday without him,
Having to bite my lip till it bleeds
Just to survive.
Falling,
I'm falling apart.
I'm trying to talk,
But I think I'm losing my voice.
It's at this time where
I usually go cry for help,
But I think I can be on my own on this one.
I havn't been talking to you lately,
And I feel like I'm punishing myself
But I have done nothing wrong.
So all I'm wondering is,
Who in the Hell would be my friend?
I don't see what I'm good for.
I can't tell him anything,
I think he's going to leave me
If I tell him anything,
But you understand, right?
All I need is to break out of this shell,
And find myself.
I hate this shell I'm in,
I need to get out.
I just don't know how.
You told me you would help,
So please try and think of something.
I don't know how to make these God-awful decisions,
Let's just hope I don't fall and break my face.
