Why do I always make the bad
Choices?
Why did I give up on you?
I just chose to go the opposite way. . .
and I'm sorry .
I tell you I need to die,
And that is not a lie.
I'm nothing compared to you,
And yet I still fall for you.
I'm halfway over you,
Leave me to die.
I'm scared,
Scared I will never feel the way
I did again.
How you touch left butterflies,
How your soft eyes looked into
Mine,
How you would hold my hand
And not care who's around.
And all this time I thought you didn't care,
When you really did.
But people change.
We changed.
I feel more apart from you than
Ever.
I want to get to know you,
Just like back then.
Stop feeling sad sunshine.
Be happy and shine bright.
Some things stay the same.
You just have to look hard enough.
I can't stay idle forever,
Please save me.
I hate everything,
Just help me.